Nowadays some stuffs happened in scl. u can say im kinda upset and a little disapointed. My friend u can say that they are the CLOSEST friend in my sec scl.. there were 4 of us. 2 of them wrote me a letter and 1 of them slammed it on my table. I read it and it wrote that they did not liked me from the start and they cant tolerate me anymore.. they gave me 20 reasons why they do not like me and i agree about some of them yes its my fault but some of them is REALLY unreasonable and some were not even true. I was like damn pissed about it lar. I really dont understand why they took so long to tell me and worst still, they said i was not understanding but as if they are understanding? they told me i took them as a punching bag and i kept complaining but thats like kinda telling them about my stupid teacher who acuse me for sth i did not do.. then they said i did not give in all the time but i was like giving in all th time in th end. They said they could not tolerate me anymore but I CANT TOLERATE them anymore. They took me as like some kind of rubish and threw me around. Once during math class we went a air condition classroom and we can sit whereever we want, they were like throwin me around saying who sit with who. who's the one who is not understanding? they did not even care about what i felt and they just made the decision for me. I COULD NOT even say anything. They said i was lazy.. okay i agree with that but its like damn freaking annoyed. are they tellin me they're NOT LAZY? and they said i said too much vulgarities.. okay i agree with that but my worst word was like.. walao eh.. ==. but nvm that were true. then they said i behave too ahbeng.. it just meant i am too tomboy lar... true.. but annoyed with this reason. Once one of them had told me she was ot really happy with me okay. im okay she told me. but SHE DIDNT TELL ME ABOUT WHAT that she was unhappy about me and she EXPECTS ME TO KNOW BY MYSELF AND CHANGE IT LIKE IMMEDIATELY. she told me NOW and didnt BOTHER GIVING TIME. i really hate it when ppl tells me at th last min. and i was like freakin pissed when they showed me attitude. Isn't it okay if i can change? but i really dont like how they didnt even bother like wantin to hear some explanations and just ended this friendship they call. This is childish yeah. I dont really want to bother like talkin to them? but the moment i think about it its like making me boil with anger. Its my fault yeah but it doesnt meant they dont have any fault right? I dont understand why they only like to see all the bad points and didnt bother looking at the good points... its not as if they are always right right? I'm really annoyed that i was so blind to be their friends ==